It’s been a depressing week. Since Tuesday I have been in a funk and can’t seem to get out of it. My agitation level has been through the roof and that coupled with my psychache (emotional pain), is making me really down. I suppose I did not want to face the end of the year. Past few months I have just been planning on ending my life and every night as I am leaving work I seriously think about just hanging myself in the garage. The black clouds seem to always loom. I know I have been working a lot the past few weeks but when you are the only person in your department that can do your job, it’s kind of hard to take time off.
just hope that I can have Tuesday off so i don't end up in the nut house again.
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